11th April 2026
Dream
Today I had a dream in which I was in the living room with my grandma and my mom.
I looked at the sky through the window and I saw something that looked like falling bomb but after a brief moment
I realized that it's actually a plane. It's pilot tried to save situation by maneuver, but something went wrong I guess.
I don't know much about planes it was just burning and then it crashed directly into my apartment. I died and then I was reborn in same state as in the beginning of the dream.
It was some kind of time loop. With all knowledge I gained from last time I decided to do some photos and videos of the burning plane in the sky and then when It heading my apartment.
I died again. In my third life I decided that it would be better if I actually tried to run for my and my family's life instead of waiting for plane to crash.
I yelled something at mum and dad but I don't remember exactly to pack their shit and food and get out asap.
I don't remember getting out of the house like I fell like we randomly teleported to garages but this doesn't really matters in terms of story.
This time It felt like that the plane was in the sky much longer. After some argues and screams which I think would occur also in real life. We finally drove away.
Also my dad was driving pick up which is weird, because pick ups are really really rare in my country.
Also in this life the plane blew in the air into many burning pieces instead of crashing into my flat. The pieces fell evenly around my town.
I love dreaming. For me the felling that comes with it can't be repleaced in real life.
10th April 2026
Resident Evil 0 rant
I played RE:0 for a little bit today and I have to admit it pisses me off really bad. As a newgen player who I'm not gonna lie it's really hard to manage ammo and health resources.
Like I'm running as Billy with lowest HP with little amount of ammo and try to figure out what to do next. Okay that actually might be skill issue but I fell the game progression
is little unclear. E.g. chain machine in rearing Pool. For a first couple of times when I interacted with it it just gave me text and no option to do something so I thought thas
I missed something so I ran across the training facility for a little bit just to read on r*ddit that you have to be extra precise with it and stand at right angle. I did it
again but exactly like on walkthrough video and it suddenly worked.
In this case I think I don't have rights anymore to larp being Rebecca's fan and lover (only because I like her look) and I have to remove this little altar on main page.
Also I disagree with people saying that making women in games less beautiful is a bad thing. Like when playing instead of focusing on the game I think about licking Rebecca's armpits.
(actually I don't but more I think about it more I'm convinced I'd like to do it, just look at her in sportswear costume on main page, look at her armpits harry).
7th April 2026
Welp,
This is the last day of my school Easter break. I am not very happy because next big break would be Summer Break in 3 months.
My life is about waiting for breaks and then doing nothing valuable with free time.
I am curentlly playing Resident Evil 0. I really admire it's atmosphere: scenery, music. The gameplay is
not that bad, the controlls are not as bad as some people say, the only flaw I see in it's gameplay is no itembox.
Going from place to place for key items because you don't have enough inventory for them. This, combined with
loading animations (that on their own aren't that bad, I'd say that I even find them charming in their own way)
gives you tedious time of going back and forth interrupted by loading screens.